I too forget.

Is it the case of geniuses think alike or fools never differ?

Whatever the case may be, Wan and I are yet again heading to the same place *sighs*.

We were chatting, and as usual, and when he speaks to me, he really doesn't bother to cakap beralas, memang gaya lepas aje. 

And he queried why some of our friends got different colleges, and why it was so.

Must admit this thought crossed my mind ages ago. 

Did it make me feel inadequate? ( A teeny weeny bit...)

Did it put me in kiasu overdrive? (Yeeeeesssss....)

Was I being ungrateful? (Undoubtedly!)

In life there really are times when you have to struggle and work hard (overloading your brain for SPM), then there are times when you have to doa, and seek help from the Most Gracious (Solat Hajat, Qiyamullail, doa before and after SPM) and there are times when you just have to tawakkal, which means you delegate your concern fully to him and believe that whatever you get from Allah is the best for you. 


You may not think it looks good.
You may say that others got better deals than you.
You may compare yourself and believe you deserve better.
Actually, you don't know much about anything.

Our knowledge of the things to come is supremely limited. After thinking about it, I've decided that truly this crossroad in my life is the time when God's plan for you becomes very clear. He will steer you onto a path, THE path, that is best for you, because he alone knows what purpose you were created to fill. 


And because the devil has a 1001 ways to make you forget about the gifts God has given you, and incites these wonderfully malignant thought that make you focus on what you don't have.

The killer looks, 

Truckloads of money,

The highest IQ in the world, Kim Ung-Yong (210!!)

What I do have is youth, a loving family, a mind capable of judging right wrong and an opportunity to make better mankind.

 All men are on probation and trial, they hold their gifts on trust. Those apparently less favoured, have fewer of the worlds goods, may be really more fortunate because they are learning patience, self-reliance and the true value of thing ephermal which is opt to be very much exaggerated in mens eyes. - Abdullah Yusuf Ali

Wan, looks like you and I need to make the best of our circumstances.